KMS; On second thought.

To continue my studies in KMS wasn't my first choice actually. I was offered to take foundation in Allied Science at Cyberjaya University College of Medical Sciences and I really want to go there bcs I thought that would be the most perfect choice since I can just continue my degree there because they also offer a degree in Psychology (Hons). But unfortunately, what you plan isn't always the best for you; "Although they plan, He also plans, and He is the best of planners" - Al-Anfal:30. I missed the registration because somehow, the offer letter failed to reach my house. So when the matriculation results came out, it only took me one second  to actually agree to the offer. Well after I considered all the pros and cons, I thought things couldn't get any better since everything seemed perfect; the fees is really affordable and we even get monthly allowance and it is only one year time; I mean who would've resist this good offer (plus it is in selangor so its just nice since almost all of my friends live in KL/Selangor 🙆 But I was wrong, KMS, on second thought, is just far too different from what I expect. The condition, the lecturers (especially) and ways of learning 😩😱 is just exhausting and seemed very unpractical. Even on weekends we don't stop learning and doing homeworks. It is like an endless torture. Before I came in, I thought Matriculation is just like how we are back in MRSM, but it totally contradicts to my maktab. And somehow the hardship keeps on coming 😓😥 But just like He promised, "Verily, with every hardship comes ease" - 94:5. He gave me enough reasons to hold on. He surrounds me with small & lovely gang that lift me up when it was the hardest; and so I survived. I have another 9 months here and I am fully aware of how painful the next 9 months will be but I am looking forward to all the tears and smiles because I know, the tougher the lesson, the bigger the blessings.

(My gang 💕; all time laughing gas)

Hustle gang 💃

xoxo,

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